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abbiamo bisogno di seguire conigli bianchi, quelli giusti.
- is this goodbye?
S O R T B Y D A T E
online. thoughts running through my hands. rolling a mental cigarette. I can’t say anything but no.
- can I just get you back?
no. spreading out the tobacco.
- can I see you? per favore.
no. placing it on the rolling paper.
- can you meet me?
no. pressure. pressure. pressure.
- don’t you want to talk to me before I go? – no. big streak of saliva – I need to talk to you at some point. bisogno parlare con te. is it bad timing? too late?
no. smoke all around my head.
- I need you.
I need an ash tray.
- I need to know the truth. do you love her?
my love is under ashes. will autumn arrive to wind them away? or is it a brand new season what I’m waiting for?
the net is my game table. nights that I ask myself how truly I show the way I am to people I meet. how fast can I let them fill the edges of my brain. how fast can I take everything back from them. how extremely fast can I close them out.
from behind the screen I can look so perfect but it’s not.
- for god sake! I just can’t forgive your silence!
- I’m not asking you.
- talk. please talk. I wish you get the music that you deserve in your life. if only the notes were me – I set the outbound – please. be true to your heart.
- I was totally yours.
I run invisible.
- you were. until you were gone.
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